"Sometimes something good has to come undone for something great to come together"
This has been the quote of my life lately. I remind myself of this when life gets rough. Some of you know that I am going through a divorce. This is something I never would have expected to happen in my life. I feel like bad things are only supposed to happen to others. My life wasn't supposed to unfold this way.
Well for more than five months now I have been dealing with major changes and surprises in my life. I have been through a roller coaster of emotions and glad to say that I am in a better place now than I was five months ago. My biggest worry was my girls. Who wants their kids to be raised in a broken home?? Feelings of sadness, anger, disappointment, hurt and hope have all taken over me. I am so blessed to say that my girls have so far been taking the changes very well.
I live with the girls in a little one story rental which has actually simplified my life. I will never again have a two story! I do not miss running up and down the stairs 2o times in the morning to get things for Tylie. Not to mention way less to clean!
I braced myself before the move for Tylie to act out (because normally with change she doesn't do so well) but she has been overall very happy. The girls see mom and dad all the time just at separate times. The way Tylie has been has made both Dallas and I recognize there have been angles surrounding her at this difficult time. No doubt have my girls and I felt peace at times of trial. Don't get me wrong, being a single mom has been such a challenge. There are days I don't know if I can do it. I look forward to any time I have to myself and appreciate little things so much more.
I am trying to enjoy this time of change as much as possible by bettering myself and spending quality time with my girls. I have learned so much from all of this. Don't take one single day for granted. Enjoy the little things in life.
I am SO blessed to have family and friends who have supported me through this. I don't know what I would do without them! I am also so blessed to have a Heavenly Father who loves me and wants me to be happy. You are the driver down the path of life. Choose where you want to go. The sky is the limit!